Hey what's up this your boy UnReal. Today was a kind of busy day, but I was able to be really productive. I worked, went to the school, went to Walmart, and just to let everybody know I got the job I had the interview for so thank you all for your prayers. In my daily walk, I noticed my struggles, my victories, small temptations, and me wanting to be the best that I can. I think of my promises, and the possibilities that can be encountered in my future, but I wonder, and I ask myself if it's worth it. I think of what was and what will be, what can and what could be. I think of the wins and the losses, and I think I really need to start re-examining myself. In the next two years I have a lot of decisions to make, and those decisions have a lot of other decisions that could get me where I need to be or alter the course of my life. I know I might be overthinking, but that's what it feels like. I know in Matthew it says, "therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?" In writing this excerpt and examining myself I realize that I'm anxious and a little nervous about what the future holds. I know that everything is going to be okay, and that no matter what God is in control. Jeremiah 29:11 says, "for I know the plans I have for you." Declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." So, to anyone that feels like this with the struggle; who deals with fear and anxiety just know that we serve a Great God that loves us more than life itself. A God that gave his own life, so His children can live. He is a good Father, and he knows what he's doing, so in this case our faith has to overpower our fear by prayer and actively seeking The Word of God. Don't doubt it be about it. The only way to beat the struggle is to defeat 6ft the struggle.